It’s kind of ridiculous that you’re expected to get out of bed EVERY day
Obviously I love when Ryan comes home and I get to see him, but it makes him being gone so much harder. I get in the routine of him being here with me again, and then I feel a little lost when he leaves and I feel so lonely. I thought I was doing better this time, but now I’m laying in my bed and it smells like him and I just want to cry because I already miss him so much. Distance is killing me, but every second I get to spend with him makes the time apart worth it.
man all i want is to cuddle with you and bake you cookies and make your favorite food and sit on the couch all cuddled up with you and watch your favorite movie with you and then go to bed with you and maybe listen to your favorite album with you and jump around with you and then when we get tired of doing that we could fall asleep on the floor with pillows everywhere and put my face on your chest and just make you feel loved every day of your life