February 2012
“She wants to know if I love her, that’s all anyone wants from anyone else, not...”
– Jonathan Safran Foer, Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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sunsetsandsilhouettes:
It really has to suck to be brian dales and have to sing “chelsea” so often after how hurt he is about that situation. I might wanna brutally beat someone with a crowbar and drag their dead body behind their car too.
forever in denial of zac and vanessa’s breakup
For the first time in a really long time, I can...
That may not seem like a big deal to you, but I’m proud of myself.
annalyzeme asked: Hey girl! It was good seeing you last night, and I'm glad to see all these posts saying you love IU :) Everything's going well? And your hair is so long... I'm soo jealous!
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I hate that there’s nothing extra special about me. I look at all of these people and they all have at least one little thing about them that makes them stick out. They’re really pretty, or really funny, or really smart. I’m none of those, so I struggle to see what will ever make anyone want to stick around.
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I'm obsessed with my school.
I love the environment. I love the school spirit. I love the parties. I love the beautiful campus. I love all of my friends.
It’s seriously perfect, and there’s nowhere else in the world I’d rather be.
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I actually kind of miss my mom, which is something I never thought I’d say. Being away from her has made it easier for me to like her, I guess. It has never really seemed like she cares about me, but I think deep down I’ve always known that she really does. She’s crazy and mean ninety nine percent of the time, but she’s still my mom and sometimes I lose sight of that. We...
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I'm incredibly in love with my college.
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I need to stop looking so hard, then maybe I’ll be able find a boyfriend. Seriously, every time I meet a decently attractive boy I decide that I need him to be my boyfriend. Or every time I’m in a public place, my first thought is to look for attractive boys to date. What is my problem? Other things in life should probably be more important to me than that. Some day, when the time is...
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The whole Juliet Simms on The Voice thing unnaturally pisses me off. She already has her own thing going on. I mean, she was on Warped Tour and sang in Remembering Sunday and makes her own music. Maybe it’s just me, but I don’t think it’s fair that she’s taking someone else’s chance at getting themselves out there. She’s already known by plenty of people and...
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Day Twenty Seven: talk about your siblings.
Well I only have one brother. He’s my half brother and he’s way older than me, so we’ve never really been very close. We’ve always been at entirely different stages in our lives. He has two kids, the oldest is only two years younger than me. He’s a really great guy, so I wish that we could have spent more time together when I was growing up, but I guess it’s...
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Day Twenty Six: your religious beliefs.
Well I believe in God, but I’m not very religious at all. I despise going to church, actually, and I hate talking about religion. The whole church scene just makes me really uncomfortable because I feel like everyone thinks they’re better than me and too much is expected of me. I think another issue I have with religion is that Christians are just plain assholes sometimes....
benefits of dating me
you look more attractive by comparison when i stand next to you
I keep thinking of all the things you told me. You said I was the only one who would understand. I think that’s one of the things I miss the most, knowing things about you that no one else did. It made me feel needed. I liked that.
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Day Twenty Five: ten ways to win your heart.
1. Remember stupid, little things about me. 2. Be tall and have nice hair and be adorable. 3. Have sleepovers with me. 4. Don’t make fun of me for things I’m sensitive about. 5. Make the first move. 6. Hold my hand. 7. Buy me food. 8. Make me laugh all the time. 9. Be Sam Miller. 10. Be John Gomez.
It really doesn’t take much.
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Dear my never, This is my half-hearted goodbye The other half wants to still try Remembering words that we said.
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Day Twenty Four: things you want to say to five...
1. I miss when we were better friends. I miss when there weren’t so many people more important than me. I don’t like that you would rather be her friend than mine, but I guess I’m just going to have to deal with it if I want to be your friend at all. I knew we’d drift apart this year, but I still wish that it didn’t happen.
2. You’re an asshole. You’ve...
Anonymous asked: how long did the chill sesh go for?
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war—paint:
The worst thing about myself is that I never stop caring. You could treat me like complete shit, but I’ll stick around. I give out second, third, fourth chances. I’ll never give up on you and I’ll always believe you still have some good left in you. I’ll convince myself you’re just in a funk and you’ll be out of it and back to normal soon. So basically, I’ll just let you walk...
January 2012
Maybe I would've been something you'd be good at.
Maybe you would’ve been something I’d be good at.
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Day Twenty Three: something you’ll always say...
I’ll always say: what if the circumstances of our relationship were different? What if us being together was possible? What if there weren’t so many barriers? Would we have been happy? I can’t say for sure, but I’m pretty positive we would have been good for each other. We’d probably still be together now, or at least I’d like to think so. Some day I’ve...
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I try to hide it, but inside I’m shaking When you’re gone, my heart is too Masquerading memories of you Can’t pretend that your words don’t phase me Can’t pretend that you don’t amaze me
