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December 2009
Goodbye.
2009 has been terrible and absolutely amazing at the same time. I’ve lost some friends, but gained some really great ones. I think overall, I’d call it a good year. I’m a better person.
I always mess up. Every single time something good happens, I find some way to screw it up. I get myself caught up way too easily. I put myself into situations that are almost impossible to get out of. No matter what decision I make, someone gets hurt. It just isn’t fair to anyone. I’m sorry.
dear jen-
asirensvoice:
i just read about what happened to you, i’m sorry. i hope you’re doing well now.
i haven’t really talked to you in a while, we quit our email thingy. we must begin it again. <3
I’m doing fine now, thanks dear. But yes, emailing again would we wonderful (:
shelbyktaylor:
thinkinphotographs:
...
i feel really anxious for no reason. the cookies downstairs sound really good. i’m in a really random mood. my tongue is swollen and it hurts. i think i might watch a movie. nothing makes sense right now. hopefully tomorrow is better than today.
i miss you. <3
i feel funny.
i’m scared. i was asleep last time, so i don’t know what it felt like.
i’m probably just paranoid, that happens a lot. let’s hope that’s all it is.
now i’m never going to go to sleep. crap.
i'm still curious.
there are some things that you said to me before this started that i wonder if you still mean. sometimes, i think i’m crazy for even considering it, but then there are other days where i think what you said might have been genuine. i’m sure i’ll never get an answer to my question, so it’ll just drive me nuts until i can forget about it. who knows when that will be.
i love when someone remembers tiny things i say that seem unimportant. it makes me feel like they actually listen to me, which doesn’t happen very often. the smallest things mean the most to me, so remember them to prove you care.
this post is about to be really mushy.
but in the past five minutes, three people that i follow have said something about how they miss one of their friends, or how they’ve lost a best friend. stuff like that makes me realize how lucky i really am.
i’ve known my best friend since we were five and there have been very few times in these twelve years where we haven’t been friends. we’ve fought, of course, but we...
i can't stand being stuck in my house.
it makes me think, and that’s never a good thing.
It doesn't matter how long I've known you. All...
(via 365thoughts)
while i'm waiting,
entertain me or something.
http://www.formspring.com/forms/?694620-7SxRb7Qo9Z
Sometimes you meet someone, and before you know...
(via 365thoughts)
that's none of your business.
i don’t know why you think you need to get yourself so caught up in my life. your opinion isn’t important to me, or anyone i know. so stop it. stop inserting yourself where you don’t belong. this has nothing to do with you.
i don't think you realize how much the things you...
sdiddy:
togetherwiththesundown:
sdiddy:
what happened!?!?!?!?!?
i had a seizure this morning while i was sleeping at jess’ house :/
Oh my gosh! Do you know why?
nope. they ran tests and stuff and they all came back okay, but i have to go to a neurologist on monday to see if they can figure it out.
That’s scary! If it means anything, my brother went through a time where that happened to...
i'm terrified of going to sleep.
i’m afraid it’s going to happen again.
today i realized how much people really care about me. i guess i should’ve known all along, but this made me really understand how great my friends are.
when people found out something was wrong, i got so many texts. i also had people texting other people i know to ask what happened to me. some were surprising, very surprising, but it’s just great to know that people really care.
the...
today was so terrifying.
not remembering anything for a while was the scariest part. i was so confused. i didn’t know what happened or where i was. i’m so relieved that my memory came back.
i don’t know what would’ve happened if jess wasn’t there. if i would’ve been at home, alone in my room, i don’t think anyone would’ve noticed for a while. i’m so thankful for her....
The Jonas Brothers
wordsoflove:
In the future, people will talk about the Jonas Brothers. They’ll talk about them like we talk about the Beatles, Hanson, and N’SYNC. They’ll talk about the records they made. They’ll talk about the sold out concerts. They’ll talk about their style, family, and beliefs. They’ll talk about the adoring fans who waited hours for just a glimpse of their favorite boys.
But they’ll never...
And I can't think of anybody else who I hate to...
(via followmeintothedark)
You have to accept that people are going to stay...
applebaby:(via crysbabyyy)
now that it's actually the end of the year, i'm...
this is my reflection on the year. i posted it a month or so ago, but i wanted to post it again. i also added stuff. read if you wish.
the past year has been interesting. i’m not sure there’s any other word that could come close to describing it. i’ve changed so much. i know people say this all the time, and i’ve said it before, but this is the most i’ve ever changed in just a year’s time. it’s...
i can't believe it.
i don’t understand how that could ever be okay. you’re stupid. they’re stupid. i’m shocked.
there’s so much i want to rub in your face, just because i can. i don’t even have a reason not to like you really. i’m not usually this mean, but i just get bad vibes from you. you try too hard. i think that’s what bothers me most about you. you try so hard to fit in. i guess that’s natural, but you should just be yourself, no matter how cliche that sounds. i just...
wherethereislove & togetherwiththesundown!
shelbyktaylor:
tttthank you for followingggg!<33
you’re very welcome. thanks for following back (: i’m jen.
you might fall off this track sometimes. hope to...
Watch out for that girl; one day she will change...
(via wordsoflove)
i usually don’t care about followers and whatnot all that much, but i officially have 100 followers and i find that really exciting. i just want people to read what i write. it makes me feel better. yay!
i keep repeating myself.
i just don’t know how else to say how i feel.
I like people from my school having a tumblr.
wordsarelife:
Maybe I’m crazy, but it makes me feel like relationships have been formed just by me reading their stuff & them (possibly) reading mine. I’m highly personal on tumblr and I’m okay with explaining if people ask me about something. It shows me they care. In the beginning I wasn’t like that, but after Wes’s post hit home, I was reminded that there’s nothing I just can’t talk about.
...
you bother me so much. it doesn’t even make sense, really. i just get these weird vibes from you. i feel like you always want what i have. that sounds cocky, but i don’t mean for it to. it’s happened more than once. you complain about how people take what you want. well, if you want something then maybe you should work harder to get it instead of whining.
i don’t think...
the snow looks so pretty.
but i hate it so much.
you could crush me, please don't crush me.
(via marshallmathers)
6182. I wish you still cared.
(via everythingiwishfor)
i just named my new ipod ellie.
i thought it looked like a girl.
goodnight, tumblr. →
i might sleep soon, i guess. you should write in my formspring. that would be a nice little christmas present. we’ll be best friends. ok, goodnight.
i miss you.
my head is in the clouds and my heart is there...
christmas makes me nervous. i never know how to react to presents. love it or hate it, i react the same. i just smile shyly and say thank you. i just don’t know what people expect. am i supposed to jump up and down? scream? i’m just not sure.
the worst is over, you can have the best of me. we...
formspring.
it’s weird how everything ended up. through a series of ups and downs me and him ended up tegether. two people ended up meeting eachother and being together. and you found someone new who i know is a good guy. it’s too bad that all this happened for us to end up where we are. but i’m happy that everyone’s..better.
i agree. i wish it could’ve gotten to this point in a...
you think you’re so cool. i used to agree. i’m not really sure what was wrong with me. you’re about the farthest thing from it. actually, you’re pretty annoying. i am too, i guess. but hey, at least i know.
i hope everyone goes back and reads every post on their dashboard like i do. there’s some stuff that i want certain people to read, and i get frustrated when they aren’t on when i post it. so hopefully people read what everyone writes, at least the meaningful stuff.
goodnight, tumblr.