February 2010
3132) I need to stop lying to myself. I need to...
meow—janna:(via theblogforyou)
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what is you favorite song and why
My favorite song ever is Please Be Mine by the Jonas Brothers. I probably just lost respect from most of you, but I don’t really care. This song is from their first album and I’ve loved it since the day I heard it. It makes me happy inside every time and no other song does that for me. I love the Jonas Brothers, and I don’t...
I'm fighting to get you out of my head, but I’m...
(via where-the-heart-is)
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this is kind of a weird question, but in can you describe how ticklish you are and where you are most ticklish and whatever else you want to say about the topic?
I’m probably the most ticklish person ever. I’m ticklish pretty much all over, but it’s probably the worst on my sides and neck. I love being tickled though. Well, depending on who’s doing the...
January 2010
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dear jen, you don’t know me at all. but i want you to know that i read your tumblr and 365 every single day. i feel like a major creeper. i feel like i actually know you, and i kinda wish i did. we could be best friends. i just know it.
Aww. Then tell me who you are (: I don’t think that’s creepy at all. I definitely like that you read it. We probably could be...
Boy, you move on fast.
It's weird how fast that makes my heart beat.
Not in a good way.
I wanna dye my hair darker, but I'm scared.
Not way darker or anything, just a little.
I just really need to change something.
Would I look silllllly?
You could be everything I wanted, if you just gave...
I'm okay
until I picture them together. I’m sure he says and does the same things. I thought I was special, but I know I was wrong. I just want this off of my mind.
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I just don't understand how people's minds work.
They tell me one thing, but mean something else. They know that I’d prefer the truth, even if it hurt. It would end up hurting less in the long run. Now, my mind just wanders. I don’t know the complete truth, I just know what you told me wasn’t it. So, I just make up the truth in my head, which is probably worse than what it actually is. I get nauseous just thinking about it. I...
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I read your tumblr and you must be very brave to put your feelings out there for everyone to read i wish i could do that.
I’m surprised I can, actually. Trust me, I’m not brave at all. You could do it, too. It feels really good to write all my feelings out. You should try it. Do you have a Tumblr?
Ask me whatever you’d like (:
She swears that there's no difference between the...
They’re all the same when everybody leaves her.
I know that you see what you're doing to me.
followmeintothedark:
Tell me why.
Who wants to be long email friends?
fromtheattic:
Right now I’ve come to the conclusion that it’d be nice to have a friend to correspond with through long emails. You know, someone to be honest 100% honest and serious to. If you want to be ‘email buddies’ send me a story to iwantastorytotell@gmail.com I promise to keep up this time. :)
Dear Brittany,
Remember way back in the day when we used to do just this? It was nice. But...
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I think one of the main things that made me like you so much is that you were always there. I didn’t feel alone anymore. You were with me every time you could be. If we couldn’t be together, you texted me and told me how much you missed me. I liked knowing you were always there and always thinking of me. I felt safe.
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Tell me something nice, or ask me a question. Actually, just say anything. http://formspring.me/jen
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Ask me whatever you’d like (: http://formspring.me/jen
All she wanted, was just one day together. Just...
yourteddybear:(via imheretostay)
Something is seriously wrong with me.
I don’t know if you’ll believe me, but I’m being serious. Something isn’t right and it hasn’t been for a while. It’s not the break up or the epilepsy, it’s everything. I can’t breathe.
togetherwiththesundown // Jen
thegirlfromthesong:
togetherwiththesundown:
thegirlfromthesong:
Hi.
I’m Lyn. It’s nice to meet you.
Thanks for following. [:
Helllllo. No problem. It’s nice to meet you too (:
And thanks for following back!
Well what can I say? Your blog is kind of rad.
Aww, thank you. That means more to me than you probably realize. Yours is pretty rad too, or I wouldn’t have followed you. I...
I miss you texting me all day long.
Actually, I just miss you in general. Call me pathetic, I’ve already accepted that.
I wish I wasn't so good at faking it.
Sometimes I want people to realize that I’m upset. I’m not as okay as you think I am. I’m still a mess, and I just want someone to notice. It may just be tiny stuff, but I still show that I’m not happy. I talk less. I keep to myself more. I’m always nauseous. I just want someone to see me and tell me it’s all going to be okay.
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You know you’re messed up when just driving by a building makes you sad.
I’ve gotten better at hiding my sadness, though. So no one had any idea that it was taking all of my power to hold back the tears. You look at me and roll your eyes. I don’t think you realize quite how bad this hurts. It’s hard for me. I know you’re tired of hearing it, but I can’t help...
I look around me, and I want you to be there...
tannnnna.
I can’t help it. I’m kinda crazy and all over the place. I creep on people all the time too, though. Don’t think you’re the only one. It’s interesting.
jennifer.
paperheartsandflashinglights:
i’ve been stalking you lately.
I’m embarrassed. I’ve been kind of a weirdo.
I hope to God you didn’t lie to me. You promised me this, and I believed you. You said you care, and if you do, you wouldn’t lie. I can’t accuse you because I don’t actually know, but I’m scared. I know I whine, but you could still tell me the truth. It’ll hurt, but I can take it. I’d prefer the truth. It’ll hurt less in the end.
I wish Tumblr had something that told me who was...
It would be helpful.
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Ask me whatever you’d like (: http://formspring.me/jen
Don't forget to remember me.
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What exactly is going on?
Reading the occasional post isn’t really explaining enough for me.
read my 365. jeeeen365.tumblr.com. there’s too much for me to retype. start on my post from the 22nd.
Ask me whatever you’d like (:
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I know you dont think your pretty and you didnt want anyone to say anything,but I had to. You’re gorgeous, you are. You may be emotional, but what’s wrong with that? I would love to meet someone who shows something once in awhile.
thank you. that was really sweet. i just feel like being emotional always makes things worse for me. people just think i’m a baby....
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I thought I was going crazy, but I read your tumblr, and I can relate to almost everything that you post. im glad youre going through all of this too. its nice to know im not the only one you know?
aw, i’m glad you can relate, but sorry that you have to go through this too. i agree, it feels good to know that i’m not alone. i’m glad i could help, even if it was...
I always tell everyone exactly how I feel.
That may sound like a good thing, but it’s not at all. No matter how intense or how crazy, I always say exactly what I’m thinking and how I’m feeling. My emotions just take over. It’s embarrassing. But hey, at least you know I’m not lying.
“Sometimes you just need to cry and be sad. You need to break down and be torn...”
– (via eletheowl)
I really needed to hear this quote. Usually I just skim through most of the quotes all over my dash, but this one stopped me. It makes sense. There’s always happiness when the sadness finally goes away. It might take a while, but you’ll be a better person after....
so tell me that you love me, and it'll be alright.
heartracing:
That’s really all that I want. Im not one of those girls who is going to demand every second of your time, I wont clog up your inbox with pointless texts, and I won’t cling on to you the entire time were together. I’ll be alright if you have other things to do and other people to talk to, I’ll be okay if you only text me good morning and goodnight, and I’ll be fine if you leave my...
“Laying there with your arms around me, I felt so comfortable and safe. My heart...”
– (via eletheowl)
I love quotes like this. They give me hope.
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I hope I actually do this.
My goal for tomorrow is to just not talk about it. I’m done, I guess. Actually, I might just barely talk at all. I’m not really in the mood. Complaining and crying to everyone doesn’t change the situation. I’ll still be upset, of course. But I should stop being so dramatic. Tomorrow will be a quiet day. I’ll start my process of getting over it. It’s going to...
It's hard to wait around for something that you...
mayisayilovedyoumore:wtferlyn:withloverona:ayysettelalaine: tinosauraus:(via xmyyy)
Oh dear. This is embarrassing.
Maybe it's all for the best, but I just don't see...
I feel ugly.
I feel really fat and really nasty. I have for the past three days. All of my clothes make me look like a whale. I put on like four shirts this morning, trying to make myself look a little better. Then, my make up just wouldn’t look right. My face looked manly and my eyes looked tired. I tried straightening my hair, and it just wouldn’t cooperate. By the end of the day, I looked even...
1292.) It hurts so much to talk to you. We just...
mayisayilovedyoumore:(via blogconfession)
I just want you to see it how I see it. I want you to realize that you’re wrong about this. I want you to look me in the eyes and tell me what I need to hear. I want you to think back and realize what I miss, what I need. I want you to just sit and talk with me. I guess I’ll just keep dreaming. Maybe it’ll come true eventually.
itsnothingpersonal:
i’m not going anywhere. i’m more than you think of me. i may be scared, i may be small. but when i’m with you, love conquers all. i don’t wanna be without you.
let me apologize in advance i’ve never been one for trust or one for holding hands. but you saw the walls, you broke them down, i love how i feel with you around. i don’t wanna be without you.
i am yours, you are...
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You probably think I'm even more of a baby now.
You might think that what you say is a secret, but it’s not. They tell me everything. I know you think I’m annoying and a cry baby, and I hear you mumble under your breath when I walk away. I’m a normal girl, I cry. Things upset me, and I write about them and talk about them. That’s my way of handling it. If that’s not okay with you, then you don’t have to be my...
Ever notice the only people we complain about are...
(via 365thoughts)
This is so true. If you didn’t care, what someone did wouldn’t bother you enough to complain about it. It wouldn’t affect you at all.
supkatie:
I feel like being used to someone leaving is something no one should ever be used to.
Agree.