February 2011
January 2011
I'll always wish it could happen.
Alwaysalwaysalways.
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't...
I give up.
I give up on you wanting to be my friend. I give up on you wanting to talk to me. I give up on you being there for me. I give up on you needing me for anything. I give up on making an effort when it isn’t returned. I give up on being your friend.
Because I realize that you’ve replaced me, and there’s absolutely nothing I can do about it.
Remember when we were best friends?...
You're not alright. Would you just stop faking it?...
I'm the one that should mean something, but still...
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I'm so happy right now.
Oh my. All of the stress of choosing a college just went off of my shoulders. I’m finally sure of my decision. I will definitely be going to IU next year, and I can’t freaking wait. This is what I’ve wanted since I was little, and I’m still kind of shocked that it’s actually going to happen. It just finally hit me, I guess.
If only everyone and their mom wasn’t...
I admit I miss seeing your face, babe. Being alone is starting to take its toll. I’m cold and it’s getting old. I admit I should’ve made some changes. We were so smothered in love. We didn’t have a chance to come up for air. What a waste. Where did the time go? Where did our minds go? I don’t know. What’s this place? Where did our home go? We won’t know. I...
I hate when you get that feeling of being the ugliest person on the planet. When...
– (via fallbackintomylife-)
There's something about today that I hate.
But I just can’t quite figure out what it is. I think I’m lonely.
I’m gonna break down these walls I’ve built around myself. I wanna fall so in love with you, and no one else could ever mean half as much to me as you do now. Together we’ll move on, just don’t turn around. Let the walls break down.
I hate people more and more every day.
Every time I look at some people from my school on Facebook, Twitter, or even on here sometimes, it just kind of makes me want to punch things. So many of them are just dumb. There’s no other way to explain it. Everyone is immature and dramatic and I can’t stand it. I get enough of their immaturity at school, then I come home and see it some more. I guess it’s my fault for...
sydneeeeey:
I wish I could just meet someone perfect for me. Someone that will stay up all night and text me. And then leave me cute ‘good morning’ texts to wake up to. Who can be cute with me all day, without getting bored of me.
This is so cliche, but so true.
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The truth is, I have a bad habit of comparing...
I fake a smile, so he won't see that I want and...
-belowtheheavens:
I hate how people say no expectations, no disappointment. And I hate it because it’s so true.
I would just like to have some expectations and then have someone exceed them. I’m tired of being disappointed and I’m tired of thinking that someone will go over and beyond, just to have them barely be up to par.
I just want to be younger again.
Everything is ending, and everything is different. A whole new chapter of my life is about to start, and I’m not as ready for it as I thought I was. I miss how things used to be. I can’t stop reminiscing about how everything was just a year ago. It was so simple, and it seemed like things would stay like that for forever. I didn’t realize how soon it would actually end.
Tonight...
Sometimes I don’t know how any of my friends put up with me. I’m the most dramatic person ever, and I cry about everything. Just when one problem goes away, I build up some other problem that barely even exists. It’s like my brain thrives for conflict. I misread everything and just assume that everyone hates me. My paranoia drives me crazy, the smallest things make my emotions go...
You hurt my feelings a lot.
And somehow you didn’t even notice.
Today was crap.
I don’t like talking to most people about why I’m upset, so if I’m kind of blowing you off that’s probably why. But my feelings were really hurt today, and I’m not one of those people that can just ignore my emotions. If you knew that hurting my feelings was a possibility, then why would you still let it happen? I don’t get it. Something has become different, and I hate...
I've been listening to only Pierce The Veil for...
Ever since that dream I had about Vic Fuentes, I just can’t stop. They’re so good.
It's the way that you talk and the way that you...
You know what bothers me?
Girls who are so obsessed with womens’ rights. Boys are generally stronger than girls and better at a lot of things, and I’ll never understand why girls try so hard to deny that. I’m much weaker than any boy and I’m not as good as boys at plenty of things. I agree with almost every girl/boy stereotype there is. I’d be perfectly happy with spending my life in the...
I want to write.
I’ve been in the mood to write for the past few weeks and every time I try, nothing comes out. I’ll sit in front of my computer for hours just waiting and waiting for something to come to me and it never does. I’m trying to write about how I feel, but everything just lacks substance. It’s all so bland and pointless.
This is one of those times in my life where writing is...
Looks like you're afraid to be alone. You're...
Isn't it sad when you get hurt so much, you can...
True life.
That awkward moment when it should have been Nick...
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I just wish you'd change your mind.
500daysofyou:
Well, when I expect the worst it turns out to be the best. And when I expect the best, it turns out to be the worst.
Days that I get to see Chase Coy are good days.
…sometimes I feel like such a creep.
She swears that there's no difference between the...
They’re all the same if everybody leaves her.
I just want back in your head.
I JUST WANT TO GET MY NOSE PIERCED NOW.
I know that pretty much everyone I talk to thinks it’s dumb, but I’m actually really freaking excited about it. And I’m getting the hoop, and everyone also thinks that’s dumb, but I think it looks good. So I’m going to try it. If it looks bad on me, I’ll take it out. But for now, it’s going to happen as soon as softball is over. Eeeeeek! (:
That was a...