The one thing I can’t seem to get over is the thing that I’ve needed to get over for about a year now. I’m tired of being so obsessed with wanting someone to like me, but with him I just can’t help myself. I couldn’t even give you five reasons why I have these feelings for him. They’re just here, and nothing will make them go away. Trust me, I’ve tried. It’s not even logical to be this stuck on someone who isn’t even around, but I’m so beyond stuck. I’ve been thinking about this a lot lately. Way more than I’d like to admit. So much reminds me of him and things that happened with him, and it’s just so frustrating. I just want to know why I wasn’t good enough.