1. I miss when we were better friends. I miss when there weren’t so many people more important than me. I don’t like that you would rather be her friend than mine, but I guess I’m just going to have to deal with it if I want to be your friend at all. I knew we’d drift apart this year, but I still wish that it didn’t happen.

2. You’re an asshole. You’ve managed to piss me off more than any boy I’ve ever talked to/dated, and that’s saying a lot. You just keep coming back because you know that you can. It’s partly my fault for being an idiot and letting it happen, but still. You had no right to treat me the way that you did. What have I ever done to you?

3. Thanks for being the best best friend ever and putting up with living with me because I’m sure it’s one of the most difficult things you’ve ever had to do. You’ll always be my best friend, whether you like it or not. Luhhhhyougrl.

4. Thank you for being the best person I know and one of my best friends. I know I’m a pain in your ass ninety nine percent of the time, but I still love you and I don’t know where I’d be if it weren’t for you. You keep me sane when I’m at home, and I really do love you more than you’ll ever know. I couldn’t ask for a better daddy.

5. I saved you for last because you really are the last person I should be talking to. I’ve already said so much, so I don’t know how I still have so much left to say. But I could go on forever. I want to hate you so much, but I just can’t make myself do it. I’ve seen the good side of you, and that’s still all I can focus on. You’ve done so much shit to me, but I manage to put that in the back of my mind and think of you as some great person, when really you’re the complete opposite. I like to say that I’m over you, but I’m pretty sure the whole world knows that I’m not. I’m trying though. I’m trying really hard. I don’t know why it’s so difficult for me because you don’t deserve to even be thought about. I don’t understand why the hell I’d still want to be friends with someone like you, but I do. I want nothing more than to talk to you, even though I’m sure it would just kill me. I will never understand why you’ve managed to get such a hold on me. I just hope that I can stop holding on soon because it’s exhausting.