I need to stop looking so hard, then maybe I’ll be able find a boyfriend. Seriously, every time I meet a decently attractive boy I decide that I need him to be my boyfriend. Or every time I’m in a public place, my first thought is to look for attractive boys to date. What is my problem? Other things in life should probably be more important to me than that. Some day, when the time is right, I’ll find someone to love me. I just need to keep that in mind.