Dear my never,
This is my half-hearted goodbye
The other half wants to still try
Remembering words that we said.

I try to hide it, but inside I’m shaking
When you’re gone, my heart is too
Masquerading memories of you
Can’t pretend that your words don’t phase me
Can’t pretend that you don’t amaze me 

I miss the time when I used to know just, just how it feels to be in over my head. When I would do anything for your love. When we could be anything we wanted. What I’d give to touch your skin and beg your heart to feel the way it felt back then. So let me in.